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Icelandic Astronaut

by Our Abstract Mountain

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oh god i feel weird saying that name i'm listening to what has been claimed they say time is coming to an end find a heaven and maybe you'll love again i don't want to be left behind but i dont want to be blind dance away the shame i am the one to blame i am blinded by his flame take my head and turn it away i love not to understand i hate not to understand i swear we're not on fire and i apolgize to your sire but if God claims i've caused you pain then i'll agree and back away forever. or maybe never. probably forever. i'll find somewhere that i don't care dance away the shame i am the one to blame i am blinded by his flame take my head and turn it away i love not to understand i hate not to understand i will gain control if i clean myself i will gain control if i clean myself in your swimming pool God has done nothing to me so i won't pretend that i've been seen i'm just a pawn in God's game it'll calm me down to know he's just in my brain oh no, that made it worse. and now it hurts.
2.
i am the one you hate isn't that great let me have it i need to learn my place give a hail to New York give a hail to New Jersey the one hates clean The other rises to early Jeff takes a bow He didn't see me coming I took his place and then i set off running Here's my proclomation To future alien nations hear your plea open up and see we have a glass globe so our vision flows free you fall into bits then fall back out of it and we all agree we do not give a shit Jeff takes a bow He didn't see me coming I took his place and then i set off running Here's my proclomation To future alien nations Jeff takes a bow He didn't see me coming I took his place and then i set off running Here's my proclomation To future alien nations i can't understand you i can't understand you i don't like it i don't like it i'm blind to your just cause maybe you should change the law maybe you should change everything
3.
millions of people go through the same thing but none of them have been up this mountain you're climbing batman, your robin loves you, don't ever forget robin is here, robin is flying god damn i am, god damn i am going out on a safari trying to think of a fancy way to say i am so sorry and that's all i can do but there's no fancy way to say i love you there's no fancy way to describe a huge loss its just pure emotion, so much for gloss if you need to yell, yell out till you're crying cause no one wants to see their sidekick dying all these loose ends that don't need tying cause robin is here, robin is flying
4.
i'm missing my friends no one is better than them oh god, im romanticizing again here's to dissapointment on my end have you found where you're going? have you found where you're off to? i'm trading silk with strangers and i want it to cover all of you i loved you since you were bored i loved you cause we're ignored can you take it down a notch? i just wanna be alone, no one can watch i watched you evaporate it made me salivate have you found out if you bleed? and if you do can i see? have you found where you're going? have you found where you're off to? i'm trading silk with strangers and i want it to cover all of you have you found where you're going? have you found where you're off to? i'm trading silk with strangers and i want it to cover all of you
5.
Holy Lions 01:48
i had my doubts that'd we all scream inside you you'll fill my mouth with love and holy anthills it has my place except when i am beside you great gods await i need to be filled holy lions want to love me and i love them back we all have strong shoulders we show them off to eachother oh yea this is the lamest poem i've ever read
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Bite Me Back 06:28
you're gonna bite back one day this is tearing me up and the knot inside my chest keeps growing it hurts and i want it gone this shit is stupid lets not believe them so i can feel like a forest fire destroy all my desires keep shut, please don't say anything it hurts my skin i can feel them chasing me i am running i am still running from something that hasn't happened
7.
angels weep with joy but weep none the less they sleep on couches preparing their chests for the next day telling you that they love your body of work that you've done, well they don't mean it they all do pilates let's scare the choir we can see they are lairs don't listen to what they say they don't mean it anyway let's scare the choir we can see they are lairs don't listen to what they say they don't mean it anyway rip jacob both of them please look in a mirror and realize we're not friends i don't mean to be rude, but i totally do just pretend no one has seen you nude let's scare the choir we can see they are lairs don't listen to what they say they don't mean it anyway let's scare the choir we can see they are lairs don't listen to what they say they don't mean it anyway lets scare the choir don't listen to what they say they don't mean it anyway
8.
where have you been? we've been waiting on 10,000 spirits you promised to deliver everyone will drink it but i'll just get a sliver and i'll watch you drown and when your head is all the way under i'll pull you out to make you feel thunder let him love you you are me too i don't need sympathy i hope we can deliver i'm astral projecting into and through you let me back down we're almost up to heaven let me go now let me down me go now let me go back down
9.
sit back watch me exist sit back watch me get pissed at this fragility i've missed it kills every ounce of joy i held in my fist watch this it's reached it's peak watch me just turn my cheek god damn this sure is bleak he keeps looking and it gives me the creeps i wonder how i got here i wonder where you are i wonder if i am fear i wonder if i have scars hey looks oh wait not yet i'm not dressed and i'm all wet so you keep making bets on which parts you think are the best i wonder how i got here i wonder where you are i wonder if i am fear i wonder if i have scars we're looking at your timeline the thing is all screwed up supposed to love in high school instead i'll never feel your touch i wonder if you've seen the day you wonder if i've seen the night let's wonder together let's wonder if we're all right i wonder how i got here i wonder where you are i wonder if i am fear i wonder if i have scars we all have your scars we all have your scars i won't make it that far maybe i'm not cut out for all this harm
10.
i wish i could sit and stare at the stars at 2 A.M just to clear my mind, but only this time does my brain know what to send to a very nice and kind, dear friend of mine say your prayers then leave we are listening for the trees we are hoping for our fate we whisper and wait for something great i watched my soul sink in the moon send me to heaven or any place i'm dreadin' cause when it disappeared it made a sonic boom my sympathy is penned in sadness slowly sets in there is no light in me i will take all sympathy i have not found my place we whisper and wait for something great i swear i will find your fear tare it all apart i am the shadow in the dark break my bones and drink my tears my callus fingers dry up, though its been happening for several years look out now we're free we have lost sincerity and now i am full of hate we whisper and wait for something great luke is on fire luke is so tired luke is all right nevermind he's just so fucking uptight we whisper and wait for something great now i am let out of the gates

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released January 1, 2018

All songs written and performed by Zach Tofte

Cover art by Ashlyn Doyle
Follow her on Instagram: @artistwithamouth

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